By Nancy Keats Benson
Central New York Branch
delving into memory boxes
all those years floating by so silently
as years of work, houses visited,
all sorts, the criminal just let out,
with help after drugs had ravaged his brain,
trying to work with words and sounds,
while always on alert for nefarious goings-on.
the house with the two mastiffs,
“Don’t worry,” she says, “They’re locked
in the garage.”
Gathering my speech paraphernalia
vocabulary cards, pictures, language
ideas for the lovely lady who recently had a stroke
and then…
running after me, I crouched, placed
my head in my arms and curled up
on the couch.
“oh, no…”
I heard her voice, soft and weak,
feebly saying, “No.”
She got them into the dining room,
and said, “go”.
I took off for the front door,
heart in my chest
pounding,
went out and felt safe,
without keys to my car,
without speech bag.
sneaked back,
peaked in,
rushed inside,
got the purse and bag
and drove away.
the 5th grader in my speech room,
he came with a severe stutter,
working so hard on
relaxation,
visualization,
and gently
falling into sentences
with little repetitions, blocks,
until the day
when his personality
rebelled and he
said,
as I played a record,
with his hand on the arm of the
record player,
about to scratch the record,
and I said, “Please do not touch that.”
He said so forcefully, without a stuttered moment,
“Make my day!”
Call the buzzer to the principal.
He put the arm down.
So many memories
filtered and drifting through
my mind as I enter each day.
Oh, my–brought front of mind the many moments I had during my days in public classrooms! Thanks for the memories!
Reflections at 78 for me. So many, many memories, good, bad, indifferent, joyous, sad, heart-crushing.
Thank you.